Painful

like a thousand daggers
piercing through my chest
the memories and times we shared
they tug me and beg
convincing me to call
but i can't because you're set
i am nothing to you
you are a poison to me
i must be serious
my will resolute
tip over the bottle
and fight through the pain
because misery won't do me good
i want to hate you, and i should
if i ceased loving, trust me..
i would.

rainbow

consider the rainbow.
it's colors, bright and dark.
contrast like joy and sadness,
ruling over one's life.
you used to be the brightness,
illuminating my mornings.
but now you are nothing,
a painful shadow i must shun.

jealousy

out of all the feelings in this world,
i think that jealousy must be the worst.
it can be overwhelming and powerful,
if left untamed.
when my weak heart succumbs,
rage and fury is unleashed.
my envy leads to hatred and great detest.