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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
false alarm!
packing office stuff so we can move to the new location on monday. new desk !!!
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Rest
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
ground wire
bought a Nirvana shirt with two other shirts from hot topic yesterday. H&M was a fail. their shirts were too long. hahahah
Monday, August 31, 2009
for my mother.
Matriarch
Wise words that hit home when she tries to prove a point,
No one does it any better than my own mother.
Strong and bold with a temper hot enough to light a joint,
Yet I’m proud that I get my confidence from her.
For this woman is like no other, with ambitions off the chart,
Fearless, smart, and pretty blunt, but she owns a big heart.
Always ready to stand up and fight for what she believes is right,
Her opponents cower in fear, unable to stand against her might.
Blessed with a sharp tongue capable of persuasion,
She keeps her children in check like a ruler of a nation.
A den mother – always alert to aid her cubs in need,
Gives advice valued even by a son who pays no heed.
No one dare take her place for she will forever be my queen,
And I, her son, will be her prince until I’m past nineteen.
For I will groom myself to succeed and be a king,
She taught me to be proud, be hardworking and to dream.
Mother, I know that I am a burden and a pain at times, I’m sorry.
I should be doing all I can to keep you from stress and worry.
So when I somehow fail and you feel like you’re about to cry –
Remember that I love you very much and that I try.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
first saturday of the semester.
I should kill myself lol, its a 3 hr class from 9-11:50. i hope the people are nice.
anyways. H&R lowering springs came in yesterday. cool. i'm just waiting on the rear shocks and i'm good to go. won't be able to do wheels this weekend, dad's painting the garage floor. i'll probably do the ground kit though and give the Rav a good wash. Vacuum the inside. I'll probably head over to speedquest to get the air spencer freshener, my car stinks for some odd reason, i have no idea. i'll also get a stewie bobble head from wal-mart or something lol. who knows. read up on some A&P tonight after gaming. damn man is it time to upgrade the internal HD? hmm probably wait for pay check this upcoming week before getting the upgrade. ooooooh and i want that sparco backpack T_T.
Friday, August 28, 2009
for my good friend Grace
God’s Grace.
What’s there to say about the one they call Grace,
There are too many good things and so little space.
Always there to guide and support you like a brace
To keep you strong and sturdy, any time and any place.
An ear to lend to those who have their worries and fears,
Her shoulder is ready for the downpour of your tears.
A comrade you can trust in any conflict or war,
Scent that you’ll be thankful for, even from afar.
To those who befriend her, She is a valued ally.
Humble, loyal and trusting – surely she deserves a prize.
You are mistaken if you chose to scorn this special goddess,
For you must then face the wrath and hate of a million others.
The bond I share with her is unmatchable, a different level.
Grace is her name, another Godsent guardian angel.
An over-committed worker, aimed for quality and perfection.
But also loving and kind, full of care and affection.
Love You Tita =]
Jayce
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
mail yesterday
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
ugh... blast the weather!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
my current rav4
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
mods this weekend.
- (2x) 2-ton jack stands
- (1x) 2-ton hydraulic jack
- creeper
- Xbar
(all for 60 dollars)
oh and i got the Haynes Repair Manual for my Rav4. with this baby, i can almost anything without having to rely on them blasted PepBoys.
(20 dollars)
*mods that i might do: refinish/paint wheels and rotors (black/red scheme)
*custom ground kit
order in suspension parts on sunday, hopefully.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Sly Team
update
august - suspensions ($500)
september - short ram intake ($130) & rotors/wheels refinish ($200)
october - iridium spark plugs & wire upgrade ($230?) fender flares ($120 )
november - exhaust ($500)
december - apexi controller ($300?)
[for now]
other goals:
SF4 - unlock gouken & seth, learn ken combos and kick ass
RE4 - finish co-op game
MGS4 - finish single player campaign
get Snow Leopard for OSX & upgrade internal HD to 500 GB
get healthy enough to swim in the AM and treadmill/MMA in the PM
buy Tapout/UFC t-shirts
buy an ipod touch?
other news:
school starts tuesday next week, down to 3 days a week of work.
Friday, August 14, 2009
A/C FIX?
well i guess it all happened for reason. i came home last night, pissed off at the idea of paying $255 for a bloody A/C fix. what did JC do? he drove to autozone, and bought two cans:
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
priorities.
current wishlist:
- DSLR camera package - $500 (good ebay deal. frig i really want one.)
- auto tweaks. (lets not get started, there's a lot) [good thing all i need to spend for is the materials, parents will cover the labor]
* A/C fix ($100?) *this week*
* suspension struts, shocks & springs ($500-600) *next week*
* short ram intake ($130?) (september)
* iridium spark plugs & wires ($100-200?) (october)
* muffler + exhaust ($400?) (november)
* header & tube ($200?) (december)
[there's a lot more, but those are the main things for the year]
- other things that aren't as important as the above:
clothes [bah whatever] & a good recording mic. [$100?] oh well.
P.S. OMG I DONT HAVE A MEDIA PLAYER!!! NO IPOD NO PSP ! using CD's for my car right now lol.
J.C. accepts paypal for donations =)
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
hmm
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
nightmare
branch shadows tap the window
the moon at its full phase gleams
i force my eyes shut
steps can be heard on the stairs
a flush from the toilet vibrates
and the clock tickitytocks away
i toss and turn
questions and essays chase me
as my mind sits empty and bare
my stomach grumbles and craves
i go under the covers
she opens the latch and enters
pulls my wrist and drags me with her
away from this place she will take me
to the trees and the mountainside
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
flying
Monday, March 16, 2009
beneath the waterfall
Sunday, March 15, 2009
the one to find
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
happy birthday
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
exam.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
artista
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
platonic attraction
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Alive, No More Fear
unbelievable but i live
like a hermit crab, escaping
from the shell that held me in
like an eagle, i soar
shaken by nothing
my grin wide like long ago
the one i've forgotten to wear
there is no more fear
nor sorrow that can be traced
a morph from clay to rock
hardened by past i can forget
as my feet carry me onward
no force can contain me
you can look at me funny
all you like, but the truth is here.
I'm alive -- no more fear.
Friday, January 16, 2009
stone-faced angels
alive and broken..
my people turn on me
they hail it stupidity..
the actions i take
because i can't refuse
and deny and push
these unnerving images.
of the laughter, the smiles.
like hello's and goodbyes.
they haunt me non-stop
its not easy.
they talk as if they
know how it used to be like
when she used to be bonnie
and i was her clyde
but why do i dwell
foolishly on these thoughts
when i know that it will never
be the same as those days
she does not need me
she does not care
she does not call me
she's never there.
its always been me.
lunatic and part-martyr.
after a few days of stray
find myself thirst for her.
but it can't be the case.
or i'll fail myself further.
i must set sail.
and push my heart harder.
to cage itself in.
to forget her and flee.
from the feelings and emotions.
that i feel within me.
but what if they are right
and they aren't against me.
maybe God sent them here
to help set my heart free.
but why be so brutal?
why not share my sorrow
i feel strong and better now.
will it be the same tomorrow?
they will be there like braces
to hold me up when im weak
beautiful and cold
like empty spaces
my own stone faced angels
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
360
wait as it ticks and moves slowly
completing its rotation in a full 360
wait as time flies wasted as nothing goes down
because now you are gone
and nowhere to be found.
a deep cut heals as time ticks by
and the bird slowly lifts his head up
and with eager wings and what looks to be a smile
he flies high.
as if no longer bothered
by a stinging goodbye..
his stubborn mind will be conditioned
but his fragile heart will lie
he can forget temporarily
when he tries to fly..
without you he might die, but he will do his best and try.
to push back tears,
learn to survive...
and forever cease to cry.
i sit here now, and patiently wait
wait as the world spins daily
spins and completes a revolution
slowly... in a full 360.
wait as days and nights go by, with nothing significant
nothing worth telling, or noting, or knowing
only your presence has significance.
your love worth everything.
your face worth telling.
your voice worth noting.
your kiss worth knowing.
what power it would be
to make time tick back
to make the world spin
the other way... in a full 360.
so that the bird can experience everything
about you that he has now lost.
because to him you are truly, lovely.
because you were his better half.
you used to complete him
what he lacked, you made up for.
together you formed... a 360.
to turn back time would be miraculous
impossible.
only hope keeps him alive.
hope that in the future.
there will come a 360.
in which you will realize that the bird exists.
and his wings will not falter.
he will push for 270.. all he needs is your 90..
to complete and restore.. his longed 360.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
screw it.
you turn your back on everything we shared in the past
i'm back the way i was before you came and changed me
an explicit motherfucker ready to kill if needed be
the memories are painful
enough to make me tremble
thought about it so hard, yesterday it made me stumble
in the snow where i was cold and alone but its' been worse
spyin' his car parked by your crib makes me curse
should never have let you get that close to me
it doesn't even bother you that we're through. you look happy.
a line of dickwads assembled in a row to please you
deep inside you know that to me they can't compare to.
how lucky, how cute that things are going really swell.
my life is just a shy away from living in hell.
nothing's goin' my way: school, work, and even you
everything's lost... i hate the shit you put me through.