platonic attraction

you're quiet...

not a people-type of person..

but you could be if you like..

you can have fun on your own..

not the type to start off a conversation..

am i reading you right?

asks the admirable goddess

sitting next to me, elegantly

on a thursday afternoon

in east asian civ. 

i told her that she wasn't right

that i wasn't what she thought

she says, "maybe so".

melancholy and distraught

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

today i wanted to tell her.

why i thought she read me wrong.

the reasons behind my awkward mask.

was because of her, all along.

the truth is simple

i'm intimidated by her presence

it would shock her, for sure.

either she'd smile or take offense.

beauty, brains and personality.

she must be worth the world.

my highlight of the day.

God's Eden, unfurled.

it's clear to me she's taken

and that she's 3 years my senior.

but its platonic and not like that

took me a while to figure.

that she's great as a friend.

though we aren't that close.

she must be one of the nicest

and can rock out her clothes.

the best combo of style

are her eyes and that smile

didn't drop asian civ.

she makes the class worth the while.